My hero

Whats a fantasy?
whats a dream?
If they are as true as they seem....
Then can i make this a reality?
All these thoughts rushed to my fragile mind as i was i walking through the narrow stream...
So soaked in make believe....My only feelings were to scream my lungs out and yell.
So as to bring to the missing piece part i need.
I need a hero im so tired of falling for zero's.
He' s got to be tough
its got to be love
And if its not love then let it be a person that makes me happy no matter the situation at hand.
His got to be strong enough to protect me.

Today it occured to me that most of the people i relate to as "friends" dont fit the defination of friends.But the few i relate to as my close pals fit the defination well.So is it to say that in d new era we r in theres a new definition for friends? Or is my way of thinkn different from others?Im i really complicated? All these words rushed my mind in .......Cause i dont get whats so complicated about me.
Does the word complicated and weird fit the defination of me?
Sometimes i feel some definations are just based on everyones perspective ryt?Cause what u may refer to as bad i may see as norm and what u may refer to as weird i may see as norm.
So probably theres no need for a dictionary.
its all based on the inner mind and how d neurons transmitt the info ryt?
Therefore no one has the right to judge a thing or rather define a thing in a fixed way.
Well im still in d middle of it...den i'll keep u posted
xXx

Death

Death!
Death is just a part of life. No one can escape its clutches and its horror full reality. Isn’t it crazy how you think you got your whole life planned just to find out it was never in your hands. The more i hear of people dyeing the more i think of how am going to end i just hope i leave these earth peacefully. I wonder if we really realise that we have no much time. And when the person finally departs you ask this question...why did you have to go? You don’t see these drastic changes coming it could either make you or break you. And when we feel it’s the right time tends out to be too late... And when i want you near me then you’re gone. I just wonder why we wait till every last minute to do the right things. Especially when the situation can’t be reversed like that of death..It’s an irreversible situation that we all must face in this life. So we just have to accept it and be prepared. No one knows the situation you are in but I know that i hear your voice and it never stops ringing in my eardrums and that smile of yours like a breath of rain on dry soil; I wonder what you’re going through there. It’s a lonely world; I know you will survive. I have no choice than to move on but yet i always put you at the back of my mind and picture you being proud of me. There comes a day that i stay on my own talking to myself and I’m sure people thinking i have totally lost it! I guess I’m still holding on to a little of yesterday...

Secret: The plain truth
If you want my future forget my past..... You used to be a lover but all of a sudden you want to be a friend!
Are you for real? I really want to know what you really want. Here’s the story from A-Z. Once upon a broken heart. It all started like a mere joke until I realised you really stole my heart because you were always on my mind. It was obvious that I thought about you all the time....I guess it’s in both of our minds. That was before you showed me your true colour. If I can remember clearly you said you loved me ...you called almost every second and it made me like you the more...then I decided to give you a try even though my heart has been broken a thousand times before then someone gave me love and that somebody was you...but I didn’t know whether it was the right time to tell you...I was waiting for the right time ...And when I finally made up my mind to tell you then it was over..So it takes me back to square one the heartbroken girl. I thought you will be so patient with me to understand me but little did I know that you were slipping away from me so fast and crushing on another ...how bad you hurt my soul my friends have tried to fill the gap but it can’t be filled. Now am just wasting my precious time because I still can’t get my act together... Here’s my question why can’t we make it last forever just like in the fairy tale world I believed in us so badly.... I still dream of you and I together saying you know we can achieve it. I can’t believe all you were saying where just empty words and promises. On that horrible night I just made up my mind, I’m going to keep my tears away. There’s no cause to look back since the only thing it brings is pain ...I just want to let it go... don’t nobody want a broken heart right what type of a love brings only pain. I believe everything happens for a reason... Every decision happens due to a circumstance. I thought i was your love....I love the way you stared at me ...I felt the chemistry... You used to spend your evenings with me...All of my friends used to laugh @ me but I didn’t care... Why can’t my story end with a happily ever after like every other person.
2. Now that you’re gone for real... there’s no one to make me angry. Why did it have to be you again?
How do I get through this.... what kind of life is this? Now i have no topic to write about. My poems suck because I am just in a really dark pit. Why did you of all people have to be mean.....? I want to hold does sweaty hands of yours. OMG! I just remembered that crazy ride we had together... we had fun! Why can’t you remember all these?
3. Lets accept reality its wasn’t meant to be!
The end {let’s try and be discrete}